The monster within me

                                                                              Sometimes i don't understand why are not you by my side?
If i just want to live my life peacefully with you
You prefer those bastards beating your face
But now i know i'm not the one i think i am

There's something within me that i can't control
It just appears and do what it takes to get its goal
Nobody can imagine turning me in something that i used to hate
But now that's what i am and i'm gonna fight

That's the reason why angels keep you apart from me
Because i could kill your pleasure to live with me
I can't escape from this circle, being lonely and turning into a monster
Nobody must understand this than me