Not me

He used to talk about justice,
To keep your affections under control
To be smart and a quiet man
To say the right words when moment arrives
He was just ten years old

I always think about my failures
I don't like the way i am
It seems like i lost my way
My deception controls the day
I don't know what to expect from this world

He used to be afraid of God
He knows his prayers always were hear
And destiny has a great for him
That's what people said around him
He enjoys sharing his efforts

I feel like i was used by them
True friends are less than i imagine
Life is such a tragedy
Kicking each others to make money
I don't know what to believe

He admires his heroes
He knows what's the way to go
Because a great future awaits for him
And someone special will be with him
He's a big man on his way

I know i've taken the wrong path
I'm not the man who i like to be
My story is dirty
There's no way back
Where's the prominent future?
Where's the man i dream to be?