You were the first one

You were the first one
To give me guilty pleasure
I can't forget that day
I was so afraid and anxious
You were ready to go and i couldn't stop

It was like heaven
I have enjoyed
I know it wasn't right
But
I liked it

It was just like a drug
I wanted more and more
I became so addicted
I learned to feel different ways
But i know i was destroying myself

I wanted more and more
You were so perfect
besides
You were destroying me
I liked it

You were the first one
But i wasn't the only one receiving
tasting your blood
i was so blind because of the pleasure
Besides you were more than pleasure to me