Just a letter from my mind

Kairin

It all began with you
Since the first time I saw you
You woke up something within me
And then
I tried to be closer to you
But you, finally rejected me
And that's how my fear began to grow


Cecile

Three years have passed
Since I saw you and then I could say my first word to you
That morning was great
We spend two hours talking about many stuff
You make me believe in myself
But then
There was another that took your heart for a while
And I ended dissapointed that year
But you were the first ray of light

Gabrielle

You were the nice girl a like to  call every afternoon
After school
I remember the long calls we had
But you never accepted me a invite
And then
I understood that you were trying to be nice with me
Because really I had no chances at that moment

Serah

You were the one that everyone is after
And I was a exception since the day we talked
I remember that we started talking about music

In this moment, you are the reason of my musical taste
Then
I realize that you never have a special interest in me
And the year finished with you away from me

Xiam

You were the impossible one
But as a man
I dreamed about you
And you make my futile dreams grow
After that chocolate gift
But in the end
You were trying to be nice with me
But I remember you in a password

Ayl

You were another impossible dream
Since the night we danced, besides my steps
I dreamed about you and I started to count
The days I had to tell something about my feelings
But I was a coward at that moment
And in the last day of that job
I could only say: We have to go to some place, someday
Right now, you're a good friend

Dan

You were the first official one on my list
We were innocent and pure
I remember when we started talking
And how those letters make our tiny love grow
But when we were together
I feel like a man that i cannot complete you
Besides you said nicely that we were fine together
I feel something inside that was not right
And i have to hurt you leaving you
I guess your pain is following me all these years

Azcen

If i still believe in fate
I still believe we have some experience to share
You were the first real love in my career days
I never imagined it could be someone like you
Just a girl that I have to carry with me for many days
I didn't expect to have a depression for you
It took me years to understand that we coulnd't be together
I have courage to express my feelings to you
I have my chances to be nice with you
But, nothing worked
Simply I wasn't born to be a man to like you
But if I had a chance to try to make a life with you
I could take it

Sendr

You were the second official one
But the first one to live everything with me in a year
Three years passed since the first time we saw each other on a elevator
We never knew that we could have a chapter in our life together
But we had one
I taste the feeling of being a mature man while my mind was a child
I enjoyed those moments
You were the my reason to be a better man every day
I wanted to do everything to have your aprooval
To make you mine every day
But in the end, I didn't have everything that I needed to make you happy
And you betrayed me a lot of times with another one, at least, that's all I know
But I loved you so much and you make me growth as a man
Right now, I know that our fate is to be appart from each other

Kapiline

And you...
In this moment you are my last dream
And i wanted to everything to be in your life
But simply I can't
I don't know what's the next step
But sometimes, I believe you're just another one trying to be nice with me
And I'm confused
But, if you really are interested in me
I bet you'll read all this
And figure it out who are you to me