Following

Changing everything doesn't help
New realities don't change my situation
Because the feeling is there
Always comes darkness from my mind

I don't know how to react
about this feeling that is following me
I try to clean my thoughts
But it always appears

I try to enjoy every second
I try to create something new
And i try to feel like i can do anything
But, there's something following me

I don't know how to react
about this feeling that is following me
I'm praying for my health
but it doesn't help

-- I'm starting to believe that my destiny is to pay someones debt --
-- I guess i have no choice but to live until i die paying this fucking debt --
-- I know it's on my mind, but it's too strong for me, i can't control it ---
-- WHY IS THIS FEELING FOLLOWING ME AROUND MY LIFE?