I thought I was there

You think of me as a inmature man
and everything bad you could imagine,
you said that i was irrational because
i've helped someone that was hurting me

And i know you were right

I couldn't be in the moment you need me the most
at least the way you want it, and i know you're right
You keep telling to anyone that there was nobody else to help you
Just that great woman, and i know you were right

If you don't feel like i'm there, you're right
Besides anything i could say, i'm not gonna contradict you
But, at least i still feel like i was there with you
beside my complaints, i gave you my hand, my time

But, finally it's your life and you were right

My blood is boiling

You are a fucking magician
You turn love into hate
You turn ilussions into depressions
You turn friendship into animosity

You make my blood boils

Tell me what the hell i did to you?
I don't remember me treating you like shit
But it's ok
So go away now

Running

There´s no option if i want to go outside this darkness around me
The time has come to take a determinant choice
There are many stars shining in this highway
and i have to get one in my life, and i want it

I've decided to take this path
I've decided to start running
To get my dream, to reach the ones i love
To fight against darkness

I need to see the sun while i'm running
I need to feel the air while i'm running
To feel that i'm alive
To feel the goal

There's no time to turn back

Wrong Path of Hapiness

Every day i try to find the hapiness in the opposite
But i don´t have the same luck as other ones
So i start to find new ways to create the feeling
But every day i live i'm feeling weaker

I blame the gods because of this fate
I blame my fate because of this luck
But there´s no other choice at least for me
Because i forget everything while i'm enjoying the false hapiness

I know it´s not real the way i'm living
I know this is an ilussion created from my greed
But it's the only way to forget the emptiness
I guess you'll say that's sick

I hope someday my fate let me feel for once how is the true hapiness

Cold Night

Can anyone hear my words?
Can anyone read my blogs?
I guess nobody is on tonight
It's time to enjoy this peace alone

I saw you online and
i said hello to you,
but i got no answer
There is no one to talk to

Everybody's on their business
Just like me and this cold night
waiting to sleep but
Too many thoughts arrive right now

When i close my eyes
I start to miss part of my past life
I don't know if i was prepared
but, right now my pride is down

I hope to find the light, tomorrow,
for this dark night
I guess that nobody will know
About this moment

But at least here is the evidence
tears turned into these words