God of my Despair

God of my Despair
I accept you now
You exist around me
You're my everything

I try to be an unbeliever
But I could feel your presence even more
While I was looking the path of hapiness
You appeared to me as a eternal despair

God of my Despair
I believe in you
I give up on you
You're my disgrace

I try to fight against my fate
But I must admit it's not my will
It's your master plan that's upon my existence
I shall preach your teachings to my beloved ones

God of my Despair
I don't like you
But I believe in you
I give up on you
I accept my life now