Teenage Experience

I guess this is the cause of my present
The non existence of determinant experience
In a specific time and space
And now i feel an empty space

I guess no one can answer why it has to be this way?
I try to believe that it was my choice
But everytime i guess it's some tragic joke from life
But, why me and not them?

I try to live peacefully
But i feel there's no balance in me
I want to blame someone
Or at least have some explanation

But i guess that's just me
With the stolen experience
Turning me into the beast i don't like to be
But that's the only way to live through this life